A lot has happened in the past few months. Some good, some bad and some plain.
Life is an irrefutable wonder you know? Sometimes it feels like so much is happening but if one takes a closer look, it feels like every second is n slow motion.
I feel comfortable in my skin, finally. Like I know who I am, after all these years.
I know who I love, who I don't. What I like and what I don't. I can see it now. The life that I wanted but couldn't clearly imagine when I was younger.
I was young and the insecurities and chaos that comes with immaturity was like a fog surrounding me.
Now it feels like the sun rays have burned that away and all that is left is; peace.
And I say this now because that life which I was searching for wasn't something the world or any one person could give me.
It was always me. It was always the question of finding peace within myself. And I have
This isn't to say that I've become a perfect person. Far from it in fact. I have faults and failings of my own even now.
But I know how I can work through them. How I can be a better version for myself every single day. And therein comes the peace.
Not the promise of perfection but the acceptance and understanding of one's own imperfections. Forgiving youself for being human but not forgetting that I have to be better.