It was a filler day today. You know those days that aren't really any special and serve as the calm before the storm for the actual happenings in your life? Yeah today was one of those. Still, I've decided to write about it because what is life really, if not a string of fillers sometimes interrupted by something special and what do we say for ourselves if we cannot find meaning even in the ordinary?
This week for me is quite literally the calm before a storm ravages my sleep schedule, my sanity and my health. It's pre-exam week. It's the week every professor in the University is out for a student's blood, time and soul- what with the endless assignments, evaluations & VIVAs. ( I have NO idea why VIVAs exist at this point in time for us engineering students, they're literally useless please make them stop.)
I still haven't started studying or making notes and it's stressing me out but it's not like I'm getting down to work. Instead, I'm procrastinating stressfully. Which is, btw a totally amazing experience. Ever had a dream where you're being a chased by something and you know it's a dream and you know you gotta wake up but your body isn't listening to you and you just know you're going to wake up horribly terrified? Yeah, this feels like that.
Oh well.
Guess I got to trick myself into being productive ( really hard to do when the thing you're trying to trick is you know: your brain) Whoppee.